Two masters: what outlet for what we carry inside

(Mt 6:24-34)

We often wonder whether God is really a participant in our doubts, expectations and torments, or conversely indifferent.

Sometimes even the Psalms seem to address blasphemous accusations to the Eternal One, accusing Him of lacking attention to the affairs of the righteous.

Even great saintly figures have experienced serious turmoil; turmoil that was long hidden from us, because it was considered unedifying (in a picture of conformist serenity).

Instead, it is quite normal - indeed, healthy and beneficial - to feel old hopes wavering, and to fully embrace failures, negative emotions or other clouds that surround us.

The problem is that from an early age the instinct of seeking security accompanies us, and unfortunately in many cases we try to have the same attitude on the believing path as well.

Instead, life in the Spirit detaches itself from the vacuous institutional religious spiritual affair of the masses (which promises much and delivers nothing)... in the more of Faith and Mystery, which operate.

The point of reference is not the chronicle of homo faber ipsius fortunae - which is not by chance a pagan motto.

The soul does not willingly remain in a world characterised by petty antagonism, which demands to rush into the temporal action-reaction mechanism.

Frictions must be welcomed and reworked, for in them lies an intimate secret of growth.

[Thus, for example, he who wants to fight us will do us the greatest favour in life. Welcome it. It will be an opportunity to disengage from the immediate, and develop alternative - preparatory - energies of our unthinkable developments].

In this sense, let us accept the Father, who relentlessly compels us to shift our gaze - so that we spread our wings and arrive elsewhere, at the point we did not know before.

Otherwise, in the cloak of haste to adjust and reaffirm, we might trust other impulses - the ones that offer (illusory) security and block the flow of life, making it swampy and predictable.

The certainties of food, or roles, of gain and sense of power, even the slave mentality of holidays (...) then like any idol, demand everything: one becomes a lackey of a master who demands attention.

The attachment or even the adoration of mammon [Aramaic mamônâ, from 'aman - to support, to make foundation] gratifies, certainly; but on the spur of the moment.

Even to the point of deluding oneself that accumulation can make one experience divine intoxication. At most, however, by granting some alms.

The coryphaei of material opulence promptly say: "Trust me, the important thing is to keep for oneself and to be in the practical tally" - also because in today's Gospel passage, Jesus seems naive.

Yet Christ insists on proposing a non-servile relationship with goods. In terms of the fullness of being, one gains immensely more in welcoming the providential power of the Life that Comes.

In the rural imagery, the Lord alludes to the experience of wandering Israel.

In the Exodus, God had educated the people so that they could conquer the land of freedom and abandon the land of slavery - reassuring, not humanising.

In the wilderness, one could not accumulate property, nor pitch a permanent tent; not even hoard lasting food. Nothing was to enchant the people but the destination itself.

Certainly, the affliction of the poor is not that of the rich.

However, money does not eliminate anxieties - rather it artificially drives one to a monstrous expenditure of energy (always denying one's deep, dreamy being).

First the sacrifices to achieve positions, then those to defend them; and in the meantime, the frustration at not having advanced further.

That is, the anguish in measuring the difference between real goals and soul desires - both in the sense of totality and specific vocation.

Jesus suggests that we face reality with a new heart, respectful of the natural character. Otherwise, we would become ill.

We are serene in the eminent self that belongs to us - not in combing the lower self.

That is why we allow ourselves to be guided by non-artificial inclinations: radical, innate, germinal - which spontaneously contact the deep layers of the essence and destiny that belongs to us.

We do this not because we are gullible, but out of deep instinct, and because we have already experienced the cycle of 'death and resurrection': the dynamism of Love that has projected us somewhat out of time.

Here the negative and limit experiences have been able to activate harmonising (not subjective but propulsive) overall energies, cosmic outside and acutely divine within us. They will do so again.

Providence is the infallible Guide of the inner, natural, genuine world: the rhythm of being, the powerful [but spontaneous] step of the process of Faith must take over.

How, then, is it possible to avoid selling oneself for an idol, and not committing suicide by enslaving the soul's breath to something ephemeral and partial?Identifications, calculations of interests and artificial material goods empty the Core of being and do not make us see the authentic solution.

The experience of Paternity in Faith is the sacred place that recovers the sense of the original life; the vital intuition, of nature, that illuminates what should be pursued to overturn the doubtful or shrunken existence. 

All this, in the feeling that creation, personal innate vocation and human society are closely united in deep meaning and growth. Here the awareness of agreement with the natural order grafts more lymph.

Cosmic vision and personal character help us direct the forces that emerge, revolutionising expectations, nurturing boldness, suggesting the direction of events, in oneness.

Thus, truly sublimating the same quality of living and personhood.

The son who takes notice of others and does not accumulate, loses nothing - but rather gains another gear: he experiences a Father who takes care of his own history, and expands his life by building even on the dark sides.

The believer who is aware of being accompanied always manages to take another step. He knows that nature spontaneously fills in the gaps, and does so with a mysterious and supreme wisdom of balance.

It is only on this new territory that links the chronicle to history that we become solicitous of the great issues, but without the hassle that goes astray.

We willingly accept even precariousness and situations of weakness: nourished by God's rest - and as in his rural rhythm - we know that our needs and faults hide the most beautiful surprises of the journey.

The Way proposed by Jesus has a non-moralistic tone, devoid of complexes, in view of dedication to the missionary today and the harmonious growth of belonging in the Faith at various levels (all to be discovered).

In its quiet power, here is the astonishment that does not kill the soul. And the natural world has the key word.

"Man has lived in a state of bewilderment and fear until he discovered the stability of the laws of nature: until then the world remained foreign to him. The laws discovered are nothing other than the perception of the reigning harmony between reason, proper to the human soul, and the phenomena of the world. This is the bond by which man is united with the world in which he lives, and he feels great joy when he discovers this, for then he sees and understands himself in the things that surround him. To understand something is to find something of our own in it, and it is this discovery of ourselves outside ourselves that fills us with joy' (Rabindranath Tagore).

To internalise and live the message:

Who is your Lord or master? What totally occupies your horizon? Do you feel it is something that matches or sells your humanity?

Conclusion Spontaneous inclusion

The scene of examples that Jesus draws from nature - an echo of the conciliatory life dreamt for us by the Father - also introduces us to the Happiness that makes one aware of existing in all personal reality.

Indeed, the Gospel passage shows the value of genuine, silent, unremarkable things, which nevertheless inhabit us - they are not 'shadows'. And we perceive them without effort or cerebral commitment.

In the time of epochal choices, of the emergency that seems to checkmate us - but wants to make us less artificial - such awareness can overturn our judgement of substance, of the small and the great.

Indeed, for the adventure of love there is no accounting or clamour.

It is in God and in reality the 'place' for each of us without lacerations.

The hereafter is not imprecise.

One does not have to distort oneself for consent... least of all for the 'Heaven' that conquers death.

The destiny of oneness does not go to ruin: it is precious and dear, as it is in nature.

One must glimpse its Beauty, future and already present.

Once immediate gain has been marginalised - or any social guarantee that does not devour the value of littleness - there will no longer be any need to identify with the skeletons of established or disembodied, sophisticated, and fashionable thought and manners.

Nor will it matter to place oneself above or in front: rather in the background, already rich and perfect, in the intimate sense of the fullness of being.

Thus we will not have to trample on each other (cf. e.g. Lk 12:1)... even to meet Jesus.

"We are absolutely lost if we lack this particular individuality, the only thing we can truly call our own - and whose loss is also a loss for the whole world. It is most precious also because it is not universal' (Rabindranath Tagore).

"If globalisation claims to make everyone equal, as if it were a sphere, this globalisation destroys the distinctiveness of each person and each people".[78] This false universalist dream ends up depriving the world of the variety of its colours, its beauty and ultimately its humanity. Because 'the future is not "monochromatic", but, if we have the courage, it is possible to look at it in the variety and diversity of the contributions that each person can make. How much our human family needs to learn to live together in harmony and peace without us all being equal!" [Fratelli Tutti n.100].

To internalise and live the message:

Did a persecution happen to you that - while you would have preferred other near goals - brought out the very originality of your vocational physiognomy?